Who am I?
Sounds like a simple enough question to ask but for me it's no longer an easy one to answer. I've always been very clear on who I am, what I stand for and where I'm heading. However now I can clearly state that is no longer the case.
I look myself in the eye when I stare into the mirror and I swear I no longer know the girl staring back at me.
I've always been someone who pushes myself, someone who would happily work every hour in the world if I could see what I was working for and I would commit myself to a project without question.
In the past few months I've had all of that repeatedly thrown back in my face over and over again. I've been forced to question everything I know and everything that I am.
My conclusion: Even I don't like the person I've become. I'm not entirely sure how to live with that, and I tell you now I've never been more disappointed in myself than I am right now.
Who even am I anymore?
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